sorry its been awhile life has been ok but i need to vent >.< venting makes me feel better. nothing much is new iv ben having more dreams about my x-bf i can't help but think about him. i miss him so much it sucks it makes want to hugs him and laugh with him and spend time with him moving on I'm learning to let go. letting go is hard BUT iv been thinking to myself lol i want to write a book i have an idea but Im not sure what i do with it after if i finished I'm not a much of a writer but i just feel like it and the idea i have feel great maybe interesting and different I'm not sure well see what happens i got my cat Zeus a new litterbox so he likes to eat it and sit on it o.o its looks like kinda like an ig glue its around with stairs. he kinda acts like a puppy he loves to eat everything it annoys the crap out of me. he ate my bf headphone 30 dollar headphones like 3 times. overtime i yell at him no bad cat you have my dog behind me and barking at the cat she's like my back up. so were both yelling at the ca. o.o overtime he does something wrong my dog there to stop him for me. OH before i get carried away the point of the tittle. i use to write poetry when i was sad it made me feel better it may not be good but I'm proud of it . . . .
Black As Night
A rose as black as night
Blacker then the heart that acks
Inside my dead body
In witch thats colder then ice itself
Paler then the full moon
A heart that acks from being broken
Broken from a man that betrayed me
Betrayal the worst of them all
No wonder why i can not bare my life
A rose black as death
Dead like the Red Rose that bleed
from inside the heart.
My heart that can no longer live
I ack from pain that i wish was not mine
I wish the my heart would stop
I do not wish to live my life
The pain is to much to bare.
this one not my first but it was one of my favorite. i only wrote when I'm sad it like a fire it gets me going. but i haven't been that sad in while so its been a long time since i written. but its ok one day ill find something else to inspire me and ill wrote practice my poetry and again. thats it for today
Good night everyone i hope your having a wonderfull day love rylee
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