sorrow

I don't like to feel forgotten. I makes me feel like I'm not in the world anymore. like my life doesn't matter to people sometimes I feel like I'm just anther person in the world with no meaning. just put here on earth to feel pain and loneliness. do I matter? I just want what everyone wants. to feel happy an loved. to have life feel like a fairly tail. expect I need to be saved from my self. I mean, I just feel so unhappy so lost and forgotten. is it wrong of me to complain? I feel like I need to put up this image. I need to be excepted, I'm welling to go what ever it takes. sometimes I just don't know what to do so I sit here and cry and draw what I draw. drawing wroth a thousand words. so what can u see from mine? pain and a broken heart. so much unhappy pain. words cant express how feel so  draw it out and no one cares to notes. how much pain I'm in. people think oh hey its just a cool drawing but i see so much more then that. so much more... I just want it stop. all of it. cry out for help with out saying the words help me please. but no one notes that shows you how much people care about you.