Friendships/Best Friend

I'm venting to you guys because i really need to vent. i have this friend who i claim be my best friend we been best friends for over 13 years thats a long time but over the years iv been hit over and over everyday, verbally abused she likes to call me stupid and idiot all that and my favorite iv been left out of everything. i would never do any of that to my friends because I'm a great friend who there for them when they need me. i invite her everywhere! i take to parties, restaurants, the beach AND cruise to Mexico. i buy her whatever she wants if i have the money. i do nothing but give, give and give. I'm not asking for much here just some respect.

well today the went to the beach, i hinted out plenty of times i wanted to go i even went as far to say i wish i could a went. because she likes to tell me these thing as there on the highway she even said ok next time ill invite you. oh look its next time all i got was a text "woot woot going to the beach." i already knew that from that text they left and i got new invite. i was crushed. 

i just don't get it am i asking for to much? i know i should tell her how i feel everytime i do we end up fighting so i keep it in i cry and complain to my bf then i forget. i love and go by the quote "Forgive & Forget"  I'm forgiving now I'm going to forget after this post. its ok one day when she does something bad ill just give up and tell her what my problem is sometimes i think I'm at my breaking point. I'm not one of those people who post about a problem about someone online so they see it and there not sure who's it about but they have an idea its them, you get me? oh well i think its time to go watch a funny movie i have my warm tea i venting. i actually feel better. thank you everyone. I'm going to start putting up a poll vote so i can get an idea. it will change ever overtime i post. 

Love Rylee i hope you have a wonder day <3 because its 2:03pm here. maybe its night time there so Good Night! sweet dreams