The Dog

so there this dog that lives in my neighbor and i love dogs don't get me wrong but he barks all day long and and all freak night it is soo annoying you have no idea its like bark bark bark bark. i'm just like ugh i sleeping here seriously ever now and then he would stop but he barks all the time i don't want to call someone about it i guess if u call you ever have to move out or get rid of the dog. i don't want to be that person. i don't even know who lives in the house or what house it is i would have to walk around and look to see. it sounds like the dog is outside all the time. i don't know if anyone actually spends time with the the poor thing. what if he barking because he's lonely i just don't know. i don't understand why this isn bugging anyone else i guess they can sleep at night. i guess it this happened a neighbor someone called because there little dog was barking none stop and someone went to there door and complained about it they moved out. my boyfriends family was worried about my dog she's a little breed i guess little breeds are yappers they call it. my dog is not a yapper she's bark at ppl who knock at the doors and other dogs ever now and then but she's os very quiet for a chihuahua mix. witch i am quite happy thank you very much. oh well I'm sure someone will complain  one day. i have bunch of game systems, i have ps2, ps3, wii, gamecube, N64 DS, and 3DS, i take good care of my stuff thats a lot of systems a lot of controllers and bits and so much dust >.< since i moved in with my boyfriend they play my ps3 i wasn't worried about it til my controller started to break witch pissed me off so bad i never broken a controller. his brother witch i have found out as a temper when he loses and slams my controller against the floor. he's a stubborn asshole and cheap. he's never going to replaces a 50 dollar controller. ps3 controller are not cheap so i payed for a new one spent 60bucks and got a 2year warranty I'm not going to tell him i got a new controller he can use the broken one ill keep the new one for myself. this is annoying i shouldn't have to keep a separate stash of game stuff for myself. but its whatever stops me from spending anymore money. 

i think I'm done for the day imam go back to my game ^.^ I'm doing amazing in she is super powerful I'm taking my time on the story mode of the game i do other stuff stuff i can master, I'm trying to make a lot of money so i can new armor. its not cheap >.> i wish it was but sadly its not. have an amazing day!

Love Rylee~

Happy B-late halloween

sorry it was halloween and my best friend came over we had a few drinks i forgot to blog. soo iv been thinking of getting a industrial piercing I'm actually going to go thro with it my best friend id going to get one with me its going to be fun. I'm more scared about the cleaning i wanna clean it right so it doesn't swell up real bad bleed ton. i don't wanna mess that up. ever tell me its hurt then other tell me no i didn't hurt at all. they said that about my belly ring to. that didn't hurt at all. so i don't think its going to hurt I'm worried about it. I'm going to get it done next week thats when my friend get paid. yea I'm excited and nervous at the same time. iv been talking to my ex and we are going to met up and talk. I'm excited but I'm very noise and curious person i wanna know whats been going on with him and his crazy ex and there twins. i wanna know why he shut me out for a year and then finally message me and wants to hang out. i know its stupid of me to go back to my ex boyfriend but were just friends and nothing more all my feeling fly out the door when he shut me out for the year. so I'm finally over that. lets me what else happened. oh i went shopping for clothes for the 1st time in 1years. i didn't get much i don't like shopping i got few shorts and a new sports bra i love it my sports bra its so comfortable to year! i hate wearing bras now. all i wear around the house is my sports bra and maybe when i go places to. >.> so yea lol.

im not sure what to talk about my game is going good. i still love it. my cats a jerk she stares at me from across the room. she doesn't wanna cuddle me anymore she cuddles my boyfriend more then she cuddles me. i think she's pisses off at me because i tap her on the head over and over when she try to stick her head in my food. it makes me so mad when she does that. i don't want car hair in my food I'm trying to eat. she knows not to eat my food but she eats everyone elses. she's eats like there no tomorrow. she's not homeless anymore food not going anywhere. i don't get animals something. but whatever they do what they will. she eats lil twice a day because she's getting fat. the only problem i really have with her is that she catches up the couch ill run  after her and say no! mittens she run away then go to the other one and do it. I'm just like seriously you ass cat. i love her to death but man she's mean to me. i hope everyone had amazing day yesterday I'm off to the shower. Good night!

Love Rylee~

My dream life

sorry i haven't been on in while i got new video game and iv been on it none stop. i stop to eat of course and other things but it so good i can't pull away from it. i love it!

i always dreamed about how I'm going to live when I'm older i got it planed it out. it makes me so happy when i think about it! i want to live by the beach on a boat wake up to that fresh air and lovely  ocean breeze. a boat by the beach just sounds amazing and peaceful and beautiful. everyone watch a big fancy house. nope not me i want to live simple. i would even rise my kids on the boat and they feel at peace like me. altho i told my boyfriend about this he took it personal and thought there wasn't any room for him in my dream. he left hurt he doesn't want to be with someone he doesn't see being with them in for long time. when i finally found out what he was thinking. i looked at him and smiled of course there room for you babe there always room for you. you can live with me or we can get a small house by the beach. i really love the ocean, it fascinates me there is soo much beauty in the ocean. so much mystery. somewhere in the deepest part of the ocean there so much we haven't discovered. there is so much life that hasn't been seem yet. habits that haven't been distorted my human hands its left beautiful. i have such a passion for it. we all came from the ocean we evolved. the would was once covered in water. it just so amazing. i care so much about nature and the world when i talk about it you can see how passionate i get about it and how mad i can be when u say other wise. i don't believe in god; sorry. i believe in mother nature; Evolution. its a real thing and everyone nose that. they just want to believe in other things to help them cope with stuff. 

On todays matter yesterday i found out there ton of wax in my left ear and its making it hard to hear. gross right? ew apparently cleaning my ears everyday for my entire life was my enemy it did this to me. -_- kinda makes me mad i cleaned to stop this and it happened anyways.  i been working on getting it out. it will take few days it will happen. i can't til I'm able to hear again. i think my boyfriend is getting tired of my blank expression on my face after he says something then i come out with a huh? what u say? lol he can read me pretty well just by the look on my face. i totally forgot what else i wanted to talk about. hmmm... nope ill think remember tomorrow where i will differently blog. Good Night everyone and have a lovely morning!

Love Rylee~ 

my dog

yesterday was my dog birthday she is 8 years old witch is like 56 years old in human. i did what any good person would do and baked her a lil cake. it was peanut better cake it kinda fell apart so i used the peanut better as icing to keep it to gather. lol i say it was a smart idea now it looks amazing it seems good to but it doesn't take good >.> we baked it at my friends house inside of my house because she spent the night to day before we had to take her to the mall then home, so i figured while were here why not bake it. housed very good peanut butter everywhere! i love to watch scary but there not much out there thats scary Annabelle wasn't scaring it just just creepy, very creepy. i don't like doll movies dolls creepy me out especially the old fashion ones, i had these to raggedy ann dolls when i was little they just sat there on my desk and stared at me it scared me i turned on the light throw them in the closet and that was that >.< no more dolls. i never played with barbies dolls when i was little i played with bratz dolls lol when i out grow them i gave them to my dog. witch was problemly a waste because years later my baby sister was born. i was a little bother who 15 now and my sister is 4 now. i love my sister so much! i always wanted one. i my brother lives with my mom and i don't talk to my brother at all unless he wanted something from me or my boyfriend. the kid turned into a brat. goes out with his friends and smokes but not my problemly i don't want anything to do with it or him. OH! i got a new 3ds game :D i got fantasy life it looks amazing I'm so excited to play it I'm going to to be stuck on my DS till i get my next game. i preorder 2 more games pokemon alpha sapphire and harvest moon >.> don't judge me i love harvest moon games. ill be on my DS a lot now. pokemon will only take me 3days to finish i usually play those games all day and all night. I'm a happy camper right now.

i think this will be the end for today i don't really have much to talk about nothing really happened just been regular 3day. have a amazing day everyone!

Love Rylee~

My 1st Anime Expo

ah this would be my 1st anime expo in Los Angles in 2012 i was so excited to go! we went for the hole 4days for the 1st few it was so much fun so much to see so much to buy. i had a blast. after the 4day there wasn't much to do. we saw a yu-gi-oh duel between to people they didn't it not with cards on a floor but with the disc things that go on your arm right? it was to look real. >.> but you know with out the all the stuff that goes on in the show. it was so fun to watch i wish they dueled again i had a front row seat to all of it. they did it in there cosplay as yu-gi-oh and Caba if thats how you spell it. i don't know how to spell his name i don't want to go look it up but i think you have the idea of you seen the show but for this picture to be honest i had no idea what it is. i just that the cosplay was so amazing he went all out. i wish i had a better angle on the picture i think it still a pretty cool picture. I'm going to go post it on deviant art but i might change it up little make it look cooler. while i was there i bought my 1st sword!!! omg I'm so in love with my sword. its thanks to anime expo is why I'm so obsessed with my swords overtime i go to a anime conversion wether its in my home town or in LA i buy a sword to 2. my collection it growing. it is soo amazing to have all my swords. ill have to show you guys my swords one day. 

that is it for the night or morning its about 1:16am on friday I'm still awake i need to get to bed soon soo Good night everyone 

    Love Rylee~

The Ex-boyfriend

recently iv been talking to my ex again. we always manages to find our way back to each other and start chating not matter how much it pisses people off. it makes me happy to talk to him. i love it. we plan to hang out sometime soon, he when we talk and share he always tell me that he's lonely and no one gives a crap about him anymore. i always tell him the same thing i been telling him for years i care. i always care >.< how many times do you have to tell a person before they finally get it? then he told me that makes me feel better. i said it should i been you this for years. i mean i have really every time we hang out i tell him i care. then he pushes me away. i mean like seriously? why you have to go and that? push me away. he wants to push me away then fine push. but I'm the only one who cares. I'm just so happy to talk to him again. <3

Flashback... 

i want to tell you something sad but heartwarming to me. 

   long time ago about 8 and half years ago i finally got my 1st puppy i names her Kiki she was the must amazingest dog i ever got from what i remember she was half pug, half Chihuahua. and half Pomeranian. she was gray with short curly hair. she was so cute i could never forget. i took her to the vet for her short and next few days she got really sick she couldn't live her not even to go to the bathroom and it broke my heart then one day my parents took her from my bed while i was asleep i woke up the 1st think i see if an empty dog bed and my mother walks in tells me we had to put her down she wasn't going to miss her. i cried all day. it still makes me cry when i think about it. the next day i walked into the my living room i see a big brown box i looked inside and what do u know its a new puppy. they named her maggie and gave her to me.

 i refused her i was upset about my lil Kiki  she made her way into my room i kepted pushing her off my bed over and over and over she wouldn't give up she keeps climbing back up and then i gave up i huge her and cried my eyes out on her. we have a rough time me and my dog maggie but she's turning 8 on the 25th. she never leaves my side. i love this dog to death. the picture is my baby girl maggie

Halloween

halloween is coming up! I'm excited ^.^ i love candy. its starting to set in that I'm getting to old to trick or treat. witch sucks D: becuz its free candy. me, my best friend and my bf went to a halloween the other day it was so much fun. i realized me and my bf have been to the halloween every year since i know him witch is only 3 years lol. we dated must of that. we were on and off 3times. this our 3rd go and been one year and 8months yay going strong. it was supper fun we tried on so many mask and hats and stuff. i had a blast

   we even did a Simons one where he was chocking bart i think that was soo much fun my best friend had fun with that one. lol we also did the turtles ones but there were only 3 of us i wish we had one more person so we can complete our team. we went out at night i had to go to the bathroom but they didn't have one there. we had to go next door to K-mart. there a bunch creepy people dressing up at night as clown scaring people and some of them are hurting them. i guess there apparently there caring weapons. I'm starting to get scared at walking out night in my town i don't want to run into them. what if they hurt me. ugh what is wrong with people why on earth would u want to that. i guess it start with this lady taking pics of her husband in the clown custom out I'm public for her magazines and then people got wind of that and started taking advantage of it. sure id understand wanting to scare people but my god you don't have to go and hurt them your making it unsafe for kids and teens and other people not to go out at night. so wrong

soo thats the end of today blog. I'm hungry I'm going to go eat. have a safe Halloween in 11days. and keep your pets safe and inside, there post going around that halloween is kill a pit bull day and other pets. be careful everyone. the world isn't as safe as it use to be. if it ever was.

Love Rylee~